Friday, September 11, 2009

change your act G

High as I lift off, mr. im so fly
Flyin’ to the spur with a nickel 9 close by
Don’t I, flow like the shit that get the boat by,
Never got along with some niggas, wanna know why?
Cant’t rock a scarf with a bandana and a bow tie
D-boy to college boy, no difference
Out her, the srays’ll erase your existence
Easy cuz, lil niggas are taught to mind their business
This means, only the pastor’ll find the witness

just jibberish. doesn't mean anything. unimportant.

I've waited all summer too long to be told "the moment's gone". You hurt me when you told me that. How should I feel? Idk I'm left under the impression that you'll make time for other people but not for me. I went through my 'phase' now and I'm good. Tell me to "chill"....why, so the next guy can step in. Got this feeling in my chest and it can't go away. I'm trying my best to keep a clear mind through this false impressions: haven't tried to see me in a month, don't call, change your look like so I won't recognize you??? This blog sometime like a navigation through my insight...how should I feel?

Arrthythmia

shiit, I'm getting this feeling in my heart again and this time it hurts. School is too much of a breeze and this semester isn't gonna be much a a challenge for me. That just leaves room for me to think and deal with some things going on.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Summer ohNine/Speculation ohNine [top 50 bars]

Did I bore with my full clip stories

Wont wear my chain like its bullshit jewelry.

Top 5 all swagger aside

Im a rare gem magnifed, shotgun the magnum rides

Not one to advertise, better guess right

You know I’ll wear it, see my neck tight?

Removing tears with my left-right

Right or wrong, wrong move got my heart swiped

Stomach’s dead, now my head’s white

Alone n hurt made my pen write this unforgettable insight

No reasonable doubt, it’s a literal invite

Im critical street-wise,

Should have been dead 3 times, see I how to read signs

I know what you said and how you said it

Told me hold on for a minute

Next hour, on anotha line whisperin n gigglin’ it

Like theres a new guy in your life

N ya wont fit me in it

Write a silly Aim away bout me, better regret

100 thous words, verbal insults until you exit

You said you felt my story, but did you respect it?

My word’s real as the ear that comprehends the message

Marked a waste of time, unimportant

Sick in bed, wanted to talk more than I coughed sore

Shit was awkward, cuz I aint seen jessy in years

Im overshadowed, now how can I get rid of the fear

The bigger my stress, the bigger my tears n grey hairs

If she stares then she’ll hear that my eyes can see lies

Half revised n reboren, she advised I stay strong

Been abandoned, heart’s gone, rolled on

No “what’s wrong”?

Went by yall lives like we were all cool

Salute to lisa, cuz she’s only one that came thru

While I felt caged in like a zoo

That why I went all ape n shit

Lone child learns to short smile before he throws a fit

That what Nigel taught before his car flipped

70 mph deathbound is a slow kind

But give me 4 lanes, ill be on time

Already passed a 1000 mile with this flow of mine

Don’t look pass the pain, or you’ll go blind

Mama said aint much left in his coffin

3 hours crying all morning

Would have felt the same way, had if Nigel raped Lauren

Vividly on point like this pen

5 days staring at these pictures, n most of the people in these pictures are dead!

Ya’ think im fussin’ bout nothing

Ask maya, lisa, or jahlissa, same robin just a emotional outburst

Sad cuz our summer is up, expect the next season to be worst


instrumentals: "Flight School" & "So Sincere"